I cannot believe that there is a idiot posting disgusting msgs on my tag. Plz stop it!!!
Anyway, I beginning felt life may just be meaningful for me. I am currently thinking of becoming a special education teacher after getting my diploma becoz I think it is meaningful and I will have a purpose of living in this world. But I am not sure if I have the traits of being one.I am not worried about the pay of this job but weather I can really teach these kids.
I once wanted to be a nurse but my parents dun allow me to go as they scared I can die early like have SARS. I am not scared of death as long as I can nobely. I juz do not have the meaning of living in this world. Haiz...
My parents have different views of my career in future. My mum wants me to work in MNC but I am not interested as I do not want to stress to death like wat I am going through now. My dad wants me to work for the government. However, both of them do not allow me to be a special education teacher.
Why can't my parents support my decision? I already let them decide everything of my first 19 years of my life from going which school to going to which course in poly to what hairstyle I should cut. I dun want to be like their puppet. I want to live my life for myself and not my parents. Why can't they understand that? When I tell them how I want to decide things for myself, they said they are deciding for my own good.
In conclusion, I NEED TO LIVE FOR MYSELF AND NOT FOR MY PARENTS!!
12:19,
love is floating in the air
